Somehow I always want what I cannot have.
I know it’s not because I cannot have it that I want it because when I had it before I wanted it all the same. In this situation, however, I really don’t think that I will ever have it again. I feel as if I am saying the same things, over and over and they are not being heard. They are not even acknowledged.
To open up your heart and bare your soul to a person and then for them to just walk away is one of the greatest sources of hurt I have ever known.
If what doesn’t kill you makes you stronger then I am going to be one of the strongest women on the planet after this is finally done and thru.
