An Abrupt Ending?

I guess it would be fitting to post this here, this being where I used to post a majority, if not all, of my misgivings.

Maybe I am expecting too much.

Maybe I am allowing my impatience to sabotage something that could have stayed good forever.

But isn't there an inherent badness in settling for a situation that is unacceptable?

I feel like I am living a lie.

That if things truly were the way it was stated, this would be a non-issue. But issue it is and unless I settle once again, the next stretch of road ahead is not looking very pleasant.

I am distracted, distraught and demoralized.

Looking at the road is not helping; I need to know if I need to start walking.