Oh how fast everything can change.

A couple of days ago I took a leap of faith and decided to meet with someone whom I hadn't seen in months. We had been conversing via email, telephone, etc for a few weeks or so, but it is not the same as actually being face to face. People change; feelings change; sometimes even the best of things can never be the same..
So to say that I was a little apprehensive on the way down would be an understatement. I felt more nervous then I did when giving a live speech in front of 100's of people. I couldn't eat anything and for some reason I had to keep reminding myself to breathe.
I was amusing myself to say the least.
It was even worse after I finally did get there, I felt like a giddy school girl whose crush just tagged her on the playground at recess, but I didn't mind the feeling; I was happy. Something that I haven't felt in that fashion in a long time. All the fears that I had felt vanished as soon as he got out of the car to come and greet me. There was no awkwardness, it was as if we had just stepped right back into the way things were ages ago. I finally got the hug that I had been wishing for all weekend and I can truly say that it felt good to be home again in his arms.

For some reason time had rocket blasters attached it its boots that day because before I knew it it was already time to go. It was the quickest 3 hours that I have ever known, but in those hours everything that I had been hoping for was confirmed and I walked away knowing that I had made the right decision.
You never know unless you try and if you want something you most definitely have to ask.. who knows, the answer may be just exactly what you were wanting to hear.